… I had written this article yesterday, as I intended, I would have written totally different things than this..
I would have told you, that…
The last two days we were really chilling. We were preparing to leave Smolyan and nobody was in a hurry. We were packing up, we had a conference call with Sri Sri (very enjoyable, btw.). Aw, and we received a letter from the Smolyan municipality expressing their gratitude for our service work over there :)))))
We left Smolyan early in the morning on Saturday. I was sad about it. I’ve spent 1 month there. I got accustomed to the city, the mountains, the people, our daily routine, everything. I dind’t really want to leave Smolyan. Even the hotel owner had tears in her eyes and said she will miss us, even though we had some quarrels with her!
I think, that if I would have written this article a day ago, the mood would have been more minor, because of us leaving Smolyan.
… everything changes. Moods change like weather in the mountain, maybe even faster.
Yesterday I was so tired, that I couldn’t really keep my eyes open, let alone write. I guess that even the same things I would have written in a different way.
We had a 6 hour trip to the seaside. During this time we weer singing, chatting and eating junk food (one of the first times I am having it in a month). I even slept on the bus stairs, cause my dear friend Santa from Latvia fell asleep on both mine and her seat and I didn’t want to wake up :D :D.
Once we arrived at our hotel in Sarafovo (Burgas), we were in the sea, playing like small kids :D I even tried to teach two of the girls from our group how to swim, but with no visible success.
Then we went on a small trip to Nesebar – a world heritage city near Bourgas.
Although I was tired, I had the greatest night ever! While most of the others went dancing, a group of four people including me went to the beach for stargazing. The experience was amazing, I cannot find the proper words to describe it. Actually I slept there under the stars (first time for this year).. and in the morning, I woke up just before the down, ran a little, then did a wonderful set of asanas, kriya and meditation. One of the best experience from Yes! We Can so far!
…there is no “if” :) It just does not exist. The article that was I my mind yesterday is already gone. It just does not exist. There is only now. Just one moment and then NOW is gone. And right now I am happy with where I am and what I do, that’s the only thing that matters ;)